Anyways.
On September 2nd, I started grade 11th, or 3rd year of high school, whatever you want to call it. My schedule is not that bad. For the next 5 months I have French, Math, Arts, Computer Class and History. I can tolerate that.
Im probably getting out of Physics during the 2nd semester. Oh god wasnt I stupid to take that class. Im probably gonna switch it for a class of the Education of .. uh, how do I say this is English.. its like, feelings? or how you feel about something. Whatever. Its a class about physcology okay!
French class is not bad. Except, its just work, and work, and more work. And I dont really care for the way the teacher teaches the class. Or the fact that she no control on the class at all
Math is pretty good. The teacher thought me a geography class two years ago, and shes a pretty good teacher. She goes through the math fast, but always goes backs and explains it better. So I hope I do as good as grade 9 and 10.
Art is well.. I guess I just missed art last year since it wasnt available. Also, its a pretty easy class, and fun at the same time. I mean, making sculptures out of soap for a first project, its awesome! Plus, even if I cant draw that well, I think Im much better than most people in the class..
Computer class is.. well, Im finding it a little too easy for my level of.. computerness I mean like the first project is a project that we have to do on Movie Maker. Now, at the beginning I was really excited because I consider myself pretty good at Movie Maker, plus Ive done some kick-ass projects in the past. Although, after we got the critics for the project, Im not so sure Im going to like it so much. Basically, I need to step down from my awesomeness in order to get a better grade.. how fucked up is that. Oh well, atleast Ill pass the class.
And, history is okay so far. I mean, the teacher taught me French last year. I thought I was going to go crazy this year, since he drove me nuts last year. And it doesnt help that I sit right upfront in History class. Mhmm, well its not as bad as I thought. But, its one of those classes that I dont really care for, so I need to make sure I dont forget to do the work and projects!
What else could I talk about..?
Oh! You know I was talking about me being frustrated about getting a job.. Well, I found a job! I work in a dollar store called the Dollarama. Basically its a store where everything is one dollar. Then, we have a couple deals like, 2 items for a dollar, 3 items for a dollar, or even 4 items for a dollar. And some of the chocolate bars are 65 cents. The work is not really hard. The first week was a little tough since I did 39 hours of work during the week. And it was a little tough getting to know the work, and workspace and the other employees. Most the people there are pretty cool and nice. Although in reality, I dont necessarily think Id get along with all of them.. Oh well, I have a job PLUS Im getting extra money! Now, I can buy my:
New Laptop - New Ipod - New clothes - and save money for university!
Isnt that awesome?!
Now..
Back to school.
My normal bus was way too crowded. So yesterday I basically got kicked out because there wasnt enough room for me. What the hell.. Now I need to take a bus at 7: 50 AM instead of 8: 05 AM. I dont care if its only 15 minutes.. Its 15 minutes of getting dress, and doing makeup, and doing hair.. and just, wasting time before school. Because, face it, school sucks. Theres not many people that actually want to go to school..
I think the new school system though. On every day we finish at 3: 25 PM, but every Wednesday we get to finish at 2: 25 PM instead.. its so fun! Thats like an hour of shopping, or an hour of sleep, or an hour of.. homework..
Okay, I just want talk about homework.. because well, I dont like it!
Im almost at 800 words with this thing. I dont think Ive ever written as much in a post before! Im like.. so proud of myself! Maybe Ill actually try to keep this blog alive.. since maybe later I can read it when my life isnt as stressful and then just laugh at how much I hated life!
Oh, speaking of hating life I have a couple things I want to tell a couple people. But it hurts, because I cant tell them. And youre there going oh why not!? Well, its not that easy sometimes. You just have to let things be and stay on the sidelines.. Oh so annoying. So instead Ill tell them want I want to tell them here without mentionning who it is.
Atleast I said it. Even if its not to them.
1- Why didnt you talk to me for so long? And, why dont you talk to me like you did before.. Did I say something wrong?
2- Thats not a valid excuse to not like me. I hate you.
3- Why did you go? Dont you know I miss you so much, maybe Ill go crazy if I dont talk to you soon.
4- Stop lying, I cant see it ending well.
5- I cant trust you anymore. You lost that trust a long time ago.
So, yeah, that basically what I want to tell those 5 people. Maybe Im just making my life more complicated with holding in. Or, just maybe its better if they didnt know..
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