Well, this sucks. I promised myself that I’d try to keep posting in this journal...

Anyways.

On September 2nd, I started grade 11th, or 3rd year of high school, whatever you want to call it. My schedule is not that bad. For the next 5 months I have French, Math, Arts, Computer Class and History. I can tolerate that.

I’m probably getting out of Physics during the 2nd semester. Oh god wasn’t I stupid to take that class. I’m probably gonna switch it for a class of the Education of .. uh, how do I say this is English.. it’s like, feelings?… or how you feel about something. Whatever. It’s a class about physcology okay!

French class is not bad. Except, it’s just work, and work, and more work. And I don’t really care for the way the teacher teaches the class. Or the fact that she no control on the class at all…

Math is pretty good. The teacher thought me a geography class two years ago, and she’s a pretty good teacher. She goes through the math fast, but always goes backs and explains it better. So I hope I do as good as grade 9 and 10.

Art is well.. I guess I just missed art last year since it wasn’t available. Also, it’s a pretty easy class, and fun at the same time. I mean, making sculptures out of soap for a first project, it’s awesome! Plus, even if I can’t draw that well, I think I’m much better than most people in the class..

Computer class is.. well, I’m finding it a little too easy for my level of.. “computerness” I mean like the first project is a project that we have to do on Movie Maker. Now, at the beginning I was really excited because I consider myself pretty good at Movie Maker, plus I’ve done some kick-ass projects in the past. Although, after we got the critics for the project, I’m not so sure I’m going to like it so much. Basically, I need to step down from my awesomeness in order to get a better grade.. how fucked up is that. Oh well, atleast I’ll pass the class.

And, history is okay so far. I mean, the teacher taught me French last year. I thought I was going to go crazy this year, since he drove me nuts last year. And it doesn’t help that I sit right upfront in History class. Mhmm, well it’s not as bad as I thought. But, it’s one of those classes that I don’t really care for, so I need to make sure I don’t forget to do the work and projects!

What else could I talk about..?

Oh! You know I was talking about me being frustrated about getting a job.. Well, I found a job! I work in a dollar store called the Dollarama. Basically it’s a store where everything is one dollar. Then, we have a couple deals like, 2 items for a dollar, 3 items for a dollar, or even 4 items for a dollar. And some of the chocolate bars are 65 cents. The work is not really hard. The first week was a little tough since I did 39 hours of work during the week. And it was a little tough getting to know the work, and workspace and the other employees. Most the people there are pretty cool and nice. Although in reality, I don’t necessarily think I’d get along with all of them.. Oh well, I have a job PLUS I’m getting extra money! Now, I can buy my:

New Laptop - New Ipod - New clothes - and save money for university!

Isn’t that awesome?!

Now..

Back to school.

My normal bus was way too crowded. So yesterday I basically got kicked out because there wasn’t enough room for me. What the hell.. Now I need to take a bus at 7: 50 AM instead of 8: 05 AM. I don’t care if it’s only 15 minutes.. It’s 15 minutes of getting dress, and doing makeup, and doing hair.. and just, wasting time before school. Because, face it, school sucks. There’s not many people that actually want to go to school..

I think the new school system though. On every day we finish at 3: 25 PM, but every Wednesday we get to finish at 2: 25 PM instead.. it’s so fun! That’s like an hour of shopping, or an hour of sleep, or an hour of.. homework..

Okay, I just want talk about homework.. because well, I don’t like it!

I’m almost at 800 words with this thing. I don’t think I’ve ever written as much in a post before! I’m like.. so proud of myself! Maybe I’ll actually try to keep this blog alive.. since maybe later I can read it when my life isn’t as stressful and then just laugh at how much I hated life!

Oh, speaking of hating life… I have a couple things I want to tell a couple people. But it hurts, because I can’t tell them. And you’re there going… oh why not!? Well, it’s not that easy sometimes. You just have to let things be and stay on the sidelines.. Oh so annoying. So instead I’ll tell them want I want to tell them here without mentionning who it is.

Atleast I said it. Even if it’s not to them.

1- Why didn’t you talk to me for so long? And, why don’t you talk to me like you did before.. Did I say something wrong?

2- That’s not a valid excuse to not like me. I hate you.

3- Why did you go? Don’t you know I miss you so much, maybe I’ll go crazy if I don’t talk to you soon.

4- Stop lying, I can’t see it ending well.

5- I can’t trust you anymore. You lost that trust a long time ago.

So, yeah, that basically what I want to tell those 5 people. Maybe I’m just making my life more complicated with holding in. Or, just maybe it’s better if they didn’t know..

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